Get ang pow from eldership...... let me feel happy
but get it from others unfailiar people let me feel pudency.........

that kind of feeling really not well..
because people would think that i went there for money....
especially saw a old old grandmother gave me the ang pow with her shaking hand...
it let me feel i was guilty....

if i not take.. it seem me no polite...
haiz... quite a unforgettable experience....
Conception different?!?!??!?!?

Sometime confuse with the idea of -family-...
why not help that can help? why not give that can give? why not !?!??!

Tonight so useless, everythings seem cant done smoothly......
Cant write a proper document and cant print assignment....
haiz.. really useless...

not the point say i cant do the works..... the problem is the work cant archieved at that moment i want...
that let me feel sad.... haiz...

why i not plan ealier?!??! why not check properly?!??!?!
haiz.........haiz........

first.. i want to said gong xi fa cai to all my beloved friend....
it is very happy to see all friend come back~~~

today start using this msn spaces...
and lazy to write in chinese... so i trying to wirte in english...
i know that my english very weird.. but pls forgive me and try understand the things i write... if u read it...

today quite happy.... because last night go genting... but when back to PJ.. i miss the road.. pity..
waste my time.... and i lose RM 60 in genting highlands....
i was so unlucky .. wuwu.... i know why Uncle Lim so rich liao...
because many of us "take care" him.....
at the end... dono happy or not happy~

This CNY  also need to gamble.... kinda culture of my life...
if not gamble... feel that not celebrating tim~~

---Gamble is one of the culture of my life---