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February 18 Fear ~Recently i working on shift.. feels not good...
cant go for dinner.. cant go out for celebrate..
i start curious that.. i need to work for my whole life?!?!
but.. if doesn't go to work also donno can do what....
shit!!!
January 23 It's the time~Chinese New Year coming soon, quite happy to that...
i will back Sitiawan to visit my grandmother..
and my ang pow very big.. don jealous me.
working with rack.. ~~
currently hope to learn somethings useful....
haiz seldom write blog already.. don know need to write wat... and no passion on it already...
i thinking of write somethings that i learnt in this company.. donno it good or not..
if like that .. then everyday can write somethings....haha. not bad idea.. planning to do it..haha
January 04 work~Finally start working for a few day...
feeling not so good...
because i dono it is the things that i needs it...
because i feel that starting to settle myself into a new environment is hard...
but however ... hope can stand for two years..
hope can make some friend in the future..
hope can learn many things at here...
hope the office don always so cool... aircon also need money ~~
September 10 Claim~Bad luck ...
today i go to asia life building to claim my hospitalization fee's..
i get a RM 30.00 penalty for parking...
then get cheated by the parking guys there RM2...
after that paid RM 10 for the guide...
haiz... all is money....
hopefully that my insurance can help me claim for RM4000++..
or not sure die...
Recover + ing!!!!!!!!!!! September 06 suffer from appendisticslast sunday i was suffer for appendicitis..
very pain a...
after that go to pantai hospital(very expensive)..
after the operation i coma for one night...
i stay at the hospital, two day one night...
it cost me 5,000..++
alamak...
i want brankrupt liao....
hope my life insurance can claim more~~
August 07 探望婆婆不久前
我探望在老人院的婆婆 七十八岁 让我想起以前小时候她很疼我
我婆婆照顾我的时候 我才感受到亲情的温暖 因为父母不在 每个早餐都有人准备
对我来说是幸福的事 我经常到处跑
很坏 但是我有婆婆等我 疼我 现在她老了不能动
子女将她安置在老人院 时间的流逝 承受寂寞的岁月 婆婆跟我妈妈说她很‘可怜‘
我很难过 在探望婆婆的时候
妈妈告诉我别逗留太久 久了 婆婆会哭 会不舍 其时探望的时候我已经哭了
寂寞的神情让我心痛 寂寞绝对会杀死人 太多太多的体会 August 04 驾车无聊的时候驾车无聊的时候
今天驾车的时候 有三条大马路 左边慢 中间中等 右边最快 我驾在右边 博命贴近前面的车，逼他让路 通常会让 直到靠近一辆速度跟我不相上下的车时 他不让路 我一直根着它 他很黑 加上夜色暗淡 我无法看清在它前方的车 看不清他走的路
我不敢越过它
跟着跟着就习惯了 追随的心
发现跟着也不错 有一个目标 不容易失焦
我想过割旁边的路 但是旁边的车速不适合我 不适合我
最后我没有越过他
我到家了 到家了 May 25 情-亲我欲为情，情不为我
我不为亲，亲不与我 即为兄长，焉能罔顾廷纲
不尽其责，汗颜为人兄 不伺其职，愧对天地 眼中泪水，不知试去多少 两情若是久长时，又岂在朝朝暮暮
我欲为你留，奈何事不与我
我知你，费尽心神为你好 只望你明白我心中胶结 腾出缘分下的宽容 如果说时间能证明什么 我希望那是--牢固的心 April 23 i care about u... i hope u willing to listen to me!!!sorry!!!! i know i am wrong.. please forgive me....
i care watever things you are angry about it..
i not mean to cheat u that...
hope u can forgive me....
somethings really want to tell you...
i care about u... i hope u willing to listen to me....
sometime i know i am wrong..
i keep somethings from u just to avoid that to make u angry....
but i am guys... somethings i like to do is different one ....
hope u can understand me....
i just a normal guys that will do wrong things~
April 01 scare!??!?!?!?!??recently donno why got so many scary movie..... why they all want to watch ah??
izzit funny.... looking tat kind movie wont feel unpleasant meh???
actually i not scare to watch tat kind movie.. really one.. believe me...
just i don like to see those very ugly and terrible things... because the strong impressive feeling will effect my mind for a short period...
it let me feel bad....
scary april fool day.. heard tat got one girl intend to suicide... learn tat zhang guo rong?
MC recently got a lot of things happen.... wat the~~~~
tomb sweeping day.. i long time never go to sweeping the ancestor tomb liao.... donno... really no feeling to the people who i not familar.....
for my father .. he sure need to sweeping grandfather tomb... but for me .... because when i was small... grandfather alr passed away...
i think i would prefer to pray to those who i know but alr not around one.... because like this i just can understand the meaning for the tomb sweeping day....... or not cant catch the solemnity feeling.....
everyone will get old..... and everyone will die.... no one can escape...
after i die... how many people will remmeber me????
donno write wat.. byebye March 29 work for money.... work for life la....so hard to imagine my father can work for so many years....
and able to earn money........
last few day go back to chat with him......feel weird...
izzit all father and son also cant chat properly one....
he ask me .. then i answer only.... scare scare him one...
haiz... later work liao.. one month salary only enough for own...
hopefully he still young.... din ask me take money back........
but later earn not much .... he will kill me??? who know??
later scold me.. "give u so much money to study also no use".... haiz...
Since i am the oldest son.... sometime will think that.. i not the top student in school...
i dont have the special technique..... just a normal person... izzit possible to earn money.... if go work... later need to fight with many ppl who graduate in same course... some more diff school....
so many people want earn money and become rich...
now just 20++ years old... still got so long time to go and work.....
who know....
March 04 First time - RUSH~
March 02 MC suck!!!
February 26 Pudency!!!!Get ang pow from eldership...... let me feel happy February 25 Tonight i am so useless.Tonight so useless, everythings seem cant done smoothly...... all friend back!!!first.. i want to said gong xi fa cai to all my beloved friend....
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